Bags were under his golden orbs as he wiped at his eyes before looking at his (H/C) haired lover. Reaching the bottom, she stood there and looked to the front door, were Law was putting away his white coat. Her bare feet made no sounds as they descended down the stairs and into the dark living room that had only the lamp on to illuminate the dark room. Ignoring it and hoping Law wouldn't notice, (Y/N) exited the bedroom and walked down the dark hallway to the staircase.
The "I" it slowly turn the "me" into what is "lies" But her eyes did not match the wide smile, the (E/C) orbs were still a little puffy and held not a single emotion. Looking to the side were the dressers mirror was, she smiled, it was wide and looked real almost. Shaking her head and letting her hair sway side to side she quickly wiped at her eyes and tried to rid any evidence that she had been crying. Standing up, she stood there, her body swaying as she hesitated in deciding if she should go downstairs and meet Law or stay were she was. It still felt loud and clear as it echoed through the silent house. (Y/N) sat still as she heard the front door open downstairs, though it was muffled slightly. Light from the car that was pulling in reflected off the surface and illuminated the room a bit more before it faded away, paving the room in darkness once again.
She sat there, trying to silence her sobs as she looked at the the glass. She flinched her (H/L) (H/C) hair swayed as she turned her head towards the window as the muffled sound of a car pulling into the drive way filled her ears. Tears fell from her cheeks and splashed onto her hands that continued to clutch her pajama bottoms. The thoughts that raced through her mind made a small hiccup leave her lips as she shook. Usually she'd hid them before Law came home, but at the moment she had no energy. They burned and were beginning to scab over.
Through her blurry vision she looked at her wrist, the skin had red puffy vertical lines on it. 'It's alright' she thought to herself over and over. Her lips quiver as they pulled up into broken smile, her body shook and quivered as small sobs ranked through her being.
Tears welled up in her (E/C) eyes as she clenched her first and grabbing a hold of her pajama pants. The smile that I had through all these years (Y/N) sat at the end of her and Law's shared bed, the lights were all off casting the room in darkness with what little light the moon was giving off.